Sand On Fire

You told me it was over and I agree
You just don't want to be with me

I pulled out a bucket of bloody sand
Pushed you away with an unsteady hand

I poured the bucket over the small fire burning on my end
Now I don't even know if I want to call you my fucking friend

You told me you were afraid but you never show the fear
I tried to love you, I tried to hold you near

But all you did was hurt me again and again
This time I'll listen to you and end my hearts sin

I will run away, so fucking far away
Until I am deep into the night, that I forget my way

Maybe I'll do all the things I promised I wouldn't do
Because now my only goal is to forget all about you

I had hope once before you destroyed it
I had love once but you destroyed that too, I have to admit

I wish you would've stayed... I wish you hadn't changed
Maybe I'll find hope in the arms of another, someone more deranged

Maybe he'll treat me worse then you, maybe he'll make me unblue
Who fucking cares? who fucking cares? That's right no one ever did it's true

I wish you had just killed me...
Instead you leave me in the smoldering ash of misery