what he needs to know, but what i cant say

I'm a slow mover
I plan everything
I have ages at which
I wanna do things.

A lack of control
In the past
Resulted in this need
To plan and not move to fast.

Understand this is I ask
My biggest fear is disappointing mum
You know this sweetie
I hope to ways, with you, to be one.

I am shy
Not fond of my body
I have a plan
What do you think of me.

Not sure what I'm trying to say
Maybe its unfair to be so slow
But I cannot be swayed
I know my limits, but u need to know.

I do plan more with you
But these are not promises
Don't get bored of me
These are our choices. X