Nothing

Don't worry,
It's nothing.

I always keep this to myself,
Why would I change this now?

I know it's my fault,
At least partially,
This is still bullshit,
I know you're not okay,
Just as well that I know you're not reading this.

You don't bother,
Unless I push you,
You really couldn't care less.

All the times that you've said,
You'd never be the one to abandon me,
Those were just made up,
To make the tears stop.

That's more pathetic than me,
Clinging to you evermore,
Over the years,
I don't know how I didn't see,
It was one-sided,
It was always me.

You'll soon say goodbye,
Or see you later,
It will be a lie,
I'll do my best to not care.

You've been my best friend,
You've at times been my everything,
Now it means Nothing.

(Doesn't it? I mean doesn't it really?)
YOU TELL ME!