Uninterrupted, Learned and Yearned Blasphemy

I read with a certain monotone, love and life,
My heart has a certain rhythm
Suddenly disrupted with an offset
Ever so slightly, love and life  
My beautiful melancholy,
Be trite, be brave with change,
Be angry and fight inside
And outside be silent, love and life,
There’s a sense of god and the dams of society,  
But no one with the sense to know the goddamn difference,