Worse Than Judas

Judas betrayed Christ with a single kiss.
I too have betrayed Him,
Not with one kiss,
But kiss after kiss.

Kissing, licking, sucking,
earnestly sucking and sucking!

Judas got paid 30 pieces of silver.
Which he gave back, to his credit.

What pay did I receive,
Only a mouthful of semen
(But only in my dreams).
I am worse than Judas,
The best known traitor in history.

Instead of staying loyal to Christ
Who did i worship?
The snake god from the Garden of Eden.

PS: I wanted to swallow down that sexual venom,
But fortunately the Black man didn't cream!
So I count myself as having been
SPARED...SAVED FROM HELL!

PS:the "hell' of having semen in my belly.
The union wasn't consumated, fortunately!
A marriage without consumation doesn't count,right?
If so, I'm still free.I vow never to do it again.