The truth (Co written with Alice May Jones)

Am I attention seeking?
Tell me,
Is hiding everything seeking for the spotlight?
Now take this into consideration,
Please tell me,
Have you ever seen me flash my scars around?
Have you ever seen me crying?
No,
I didn’t think so.
Now, let me tell you how it really is,
How I try everything I can to hide the tears that are leaking,
How hard I try to put on an act,
Just so you won’t judge me because of your incorrect fact.

How many times have we Gone through the motions of "How are you?" / "I'm fine."
- conversation ends.

You believe it every time
I guess the show you see
Can't be that convincing.

How can you judge me
And be so blind
Toy too have problems
But the right is not mine.
To attack and belittle.
To comment or condem.
Judging me by your own standards - rethink them.

Now you can see the truth,
What you should have believed before,
Have you learnt your lesson?
If you haven’t,
Feel free to reread.
If you feel the same,
Then hang your head in shame,
I’m judging you like you’re judging me,
How does it feel?

Though it seems contradictory, considering my message;
But it'll mean nothing to you until you can cry too.

It not me that needs a spotlight - its you.

Aside from the hurt - your words cost me...
I'll be the better person and be your company