depression vs. light

Don't read me
Thinking everyday
Is a big fucking party
A living carnal skin flick

It's easy to write that stuff
It's what everyone wants
To feel the essence of heat
Loins on fire, mind play aglow

Like most creative people
Depression creeps into my every day
I struggle against life tides
Trying to stay a float keeping time and rhythm

It's a yin yang affair
Some days all the air sucks out of me
I brood and sulk until I'm disgusted with hurting
Sometimes coming here helps to slay the dragon

Depression vs. Light
It's not manic or anything
Usually I'm one good thing away
From a quiet smile and hope within the day