They say    
is good for the    
soul. I    
can't take back all the    
classes I've    
walked out of, or the    
friends who've    
left me for their own    
vindication, but oh,    
can I scream.    
I spend a lot of time    
screaming; most of the    
day, waking or un. I    
scream while the    
teacher's talking, on    
quiet bus rides home, while I'm    
painting a face on for my    
therapist. I    
even scream in my sleep with my    
eyes wide open.    
It's all in my    
head, they'd have me know,    
when I can't deliver    
speech or look    
anyone in their    
eyes, but I'll have you    
know that I am, in fact,    
talking - no, screaming -    
at you. Why can't you    
hear me? In these words, my    
lungs are fucking    
collapsing trying to get    
someone in this    
haze of paranoia and self-    
incarceration to just fucking    
There's a point where    
I've screamed so    
much inside this cerebral    
prison that I think even my    
own soul has gone  
deaf to the sound of it.  
Written by GraveyardBard (Mr. Addams)
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