Love

you've betrayed me in ways I can't scream at night, I can't go back, this is my heart attack. I'm dying in the middle of self proclaimed vanity. Who's heart did I find had gone missing. I can't believe I'm still standing even while the world is spinning. I'm tripping over planets that are throwing themselves out of alignment just to stand in my way. What am I flying for? Was the sky ever not in war? With itself and the beckoning of the world of people, jumping higher and higher, just to touch the silk she is. Let her down gently, we're casting holes in her brilliance already. She screams the screams I can't get out, not just yet. I'm wailing to the stars to bail on me before I fall in love with night. I'm already alone, abandoned in my greatest moment. Don't make me fall again, breaking the tiny wings I held together with tape. I can't love the stars, not like I loved the sun, because in the end, they will disappear again.