Addicted

      Addicted                  

I'm addicted i'm always feeling conflicted,
With adolesent fears i'm drowning in tears,
The yearning it feels as if i'm burning,
I have to stop the pain,            
That feeling coursing threw my veins,
The warming rush of bliss,
A temperary heaven...that brings upon hell,
Dragging me to the bottom,
i'm drowning, drowning in the illusion,
Broken like shattered glass painful to the touch,
Addicted to the painful bliss of delusion,
Addicted to the rush of numbness,
That feeling flowing within me,
I'm drowning, I'm addicted.



Jessica Lynn Cotten