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Hi, Mum!

hey mother, do you fear me now?
the bastard child that you tried to drown  
told me we would be forever
then you turned your back on me
said our love was special
guess that was all fake
all dressed up and smiling like a good boy
playing along for your friends
behind closed doors we created sick sins
never should I ever open my mouth
is what you said †

we would fuck in the dirtiest ways †
ďchoke me baby, choke me!Ē
is what you told me †
talking everyday when he was away
like your life was such a horror
this man was just a victim like me
lies, all lies! †
I didnít care though, I felt special
even if I'm just a monster †

hi mum, why are you so distant? †
did you find that conscience you been missing? †
knowing lies canít hide the truth forever †
I found out you used me for your sick desires †
but you only knew the weaker me
you never really knew what I was capable of†
a knife wielding child with a pool of hurt †

calling me names, and telling me to go†
you betrayed me so heartlessly † †
so I told anyone I could about your sick fantasies †
pathetic cries from your mouth  
pointing as you turned the blame on me
why would anyone believe this bastard child? †
got fed up, took my knife and opened you up
let your lying heart bleed out

you crawled away coughing up blood †
I wanted to finish the job
but my tears wouldnít allow it†
thinking maybe one day you might forgive me
but some things canít be taken back †
now youíre gone, maybe lurking in the dark
and as for this child, Iím all grown up †
a nice respectable man
that has learned from his past
Written by DevilsChild
Published | Edited 10th Oct 2019
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