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Hi, Mum!
hey mother, do you fear me now?
the bastard child that you tried to drown
told me we would be forever
then you turned your back on me
said our love was special
guess that was all fake
all dressed up and smiling like a good boy
playing along for your friends
behind closed doors we created sick sins
never should I ever open my mouth
is what you said
we would fuck in the dirtiest ways
“choke me baby, choke me!”
is what you told me
talking everyday when he was away
like your life was such a horror
this man was just a victim like me
lies, all lies!
I didn’t care though, I felt special
even if I'm just a monster
hi mum, why are you so distant?
did you find that conscience you been missing?
knowing lies can’t hide the truth forever
I found out you used me for your sick desires
but you only knew the weaker me
you never really knew what I was capable of
a knife wielding child with a pool of hurt
calling me names, and telling me to go
you betrayed me so heartlessly
so I told anyone I could about your sick fantasies
pathetic cries from your mouth
pointing as you turned the blame on me
why would anyone believe this bastard child?
got fed up, took my knife and opened you up
let your lying heart bleed out
you crawled away coughing up blood
I wanted to finish the job
but my tears wouldn’t allow it
thinking maybe one day you might forgive me
but some things can’t be taken back
now you’re gone, maybe lurking in the dark
and as for this child, I’m all grown up
a nice respectable man
that has learned from his past
the bastard child that you tried to drown
told me we would be forever
then you turned your back on me
said our love was special
guess that was all fake
all dressed up and smiling like a good boy
playing along for your friends
behind closed doors we created sick sins
never should I ever open my mouth
is what you said
we would fuck in the dirtiest ways
“choke me baby, choke me!”
is what you told me
talking everyday when he was away
like your life was such a horror
this man was just a victim like me
lies, all lies!
I didn’t care though, I felt special
even if I'm just a monster
hi mum, why are you so distant?
did you find that conscience you been missing?
knowing lies can’t hide the truth forever
I found out you used me for your sick desires
but you only knew the weaker me
you never really knew what I was capable of
a knife wielding child with a pool of hurt
calling me names, and telling me to go
you betrayed me so heartlessly
so I told anyone I could about your sick fantasies
pathetic cries from your mouth
pointing as you turned the blame on me
why would anyone believe this bastard child?
got fed up, took my knife and opened you up
let your lying heart bleed out
you crawled away coughing up blood
I wanted to finish the job
but my tears wouldn’t allow it
thinking maybe one day you might forgive me
but some things can’t be taken back
now you’re gone, maybe lurking in the dark
and as for this child, I’m all grown up
a nice respectable man
that has learned from his past
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