Persistence of Dark Vision
I will lose everything
No matter how hard I try to hold on
I wonít make it to the spring
If this continues I will be gone
I hate this feeling
The need to scream and cry
As if Iíve been crushed by the ceiling
I donít know if Iím ready to say good-bye
Iím afraid of what will happen
Will it truly get any better?
Will Death come tapping,
On my door and take me forever?
What am I supposed to do?
Iíve talked to everyone I could.
This is something I wish I knew
I wish someone understood
Itís not just because Iím scared to lose what makes me happy
Iím suffering greatly too
But others think Iím lucky
Iím barely able to pull through
I hate this pointless, pathetic life
There is no point to working till the day I die
Head hurts from the emotional strife
I want my life to just speed by
Please, please, PLEASE someone help me
I canít take this anymore
Can anyone hear my plea?
My soul is down to the floor
There is no one there
Shrouded in darkness I wait
Sitting and thinking with an empty stare
Wondering when I will reach my fate
There are so many right options
But none of them are working
I canít find a working resolution
Death knows, and he is smirking
Death knows I am too weak
That I will give in soon
He gets closer and I let out a shriek
The police find my body under the red moon.