Spear To The Heart

Reason forsaken
Caution ignored
Beauty's appealing
I'll be sane no more

The madness in my blindness
The love in my lust
Has but one destiny
To end up in the dust

Trepidation,yes
Fore-knowledge hurts the  most
It's all but shadow chasing
At the end she'll turn a ghost

The smiles,kisses and sex
Can't obscure what's clear
For now I embrace my lover
But her heart's no where near

I enjoy every minute of the phony today
For the pains I'll bear tomorrow
Knowing full well what lies ahead
Is deepest pain and sorrow