My Chance

Black, gray, red
Trapped in a metal box plummeting
Past loved ones screaming
Into an eternal hole we fall
Till I wake up, drenched in sweat

I remember when I was a kid
Growing up in the big city, without a dad
Walking the streets looking for something to do
I was angry and I hated everyone but
All I really wanted was someone to call my friend

But I know now why I'm so different
I'm a sick kid, now hand me the knife
I'm a sick kid, now get on your knees
I've finally figured it out

Knives make me feel comfortable
Sharp, simple and concealable
I make sure to take one with me every where I go
Just in case, when you're like me
You never know when you might need it

Today well be better
That's what I keep telling myself
Maybe today I will finally get my chance
Today I will kill, set the world on fire

For to long I've been ignored
I can't go on another day surrounded by scum
Plastic whores and two faced liers
For every lie I've been told another well die

All I need is a chance
And I'd end the day with a lap dance
From a girl with metal caressing her neck
I just want a chance to scratch my itch
Better take your time bitch
Cause when your done I'm going to gut you like a fish

Like a modern day Caesar, I will crucify the weak
And force my enemies to fight to the death
My rule shall be absolute, no longer will I be a freak
But a king, a cruel conquerer of countries

From my mansion I will cast a shadow over the world
I will have a legion of the most mean and violent men
Each will have a love for bloodshed and rape
I will watch and admire the stark beauty of the world I created