"THESE   PEOPLE "

It bugs me that no one really is who they say they are
It hurts how much I try to be better and end up being bad
It hurts how I try to be good and people use it against me
So much to interfere with the chances of me being a great person
They said to be more friendly,  so I did
Now they say I’m too friendly so it end
They wave to say hello, but turn their head the other way
I refuse to be fan off or laugh for being just simple
Mankind human being I can’t try no more
Today they smile tomorrow is their  face of contempt
Bitter they call me don’t care  about their feelings
I understand we all go through stuff but please consider my feelings
Why is she like that? they don’t  know
I’ve trusted before only to have my secrets exposed
So allow me to live in order to survive
I can only be me
If and when I decide I will answer your hello
Because I don’t,  I am rude and disrespectful
Maybe so, but they don’t ask themselves why they also do it
Don’t ask me questions that you should answer
My unfriendliness is my barrier not to be broken
By the “Sometimish” people like them
That only sees me when they want to beg
So excuse you, I despise you first
Fuck you all I’m through feeling worst ..