Hopeless dream!

As i walked alone
i saw a strange thing,
it was illuminating..
But i just went by-
'cause who'd bother when you're high..
Oh no i twisted back again
and ignited the flame..
It was soaked in dry mist,
cold and blur as i wiped it,
strange indeed!
Spoke the lifeless,
''you are the first to hold me,
the first to dry my tears.''
i was strucked with awe
and i left it to fall and break into pieces.
I felt something terrible
as the light from it
shone so bright
and woke me up.