Knowing

 A cool breeze across my skin, warm sun shining down upon my face. I stand alone under the baron tree. You playul, silentlystep behind and place your arm around my neck. My heart soars and falls at the same time. Your scent inviting me. Excited that your holding me. Sadden that its not real. I couldn't, I wouldnt dare. Im much older. I supposedly know better but the knowing doesnt help the wanting.