something gained

Something Gained.
The milkmaid had milky white arms, strong muscles rippled
below the surface of her skin, asked if mine was big as a cow’s teats?
She took it out stroked it and I had an instant erection,
she laughed and masturbated me, and when I came I nearly fainted.
I had been milked.
It was a cold winter and I went into the barn often sometimes
she was willing other times she chased me out.
It was then I took up skating I was going to be the world’s best skater.
A day I saw a man coming down the main road, first as a little prick
then he grew bigger and bigger and his shadow had frozen to a lump of ice.
The milkmaid left she was going to marry the milkman the one who drove
around in the morning collecting milk for the dairy in the village,
so, no more to get from her, had to do it myself.
I was for quite taken with sex and noticed that cows too were females,
The new district nurse came to listen to my chest, as I had had
Tuberculosis. We sat in the barn and suddenly
she grabbed hold of my left hand and put it on her sex, she was very wet
and had an orgasm... I think. She gave me a blow- job and it took
years before anyone else did that.  
I heard the other farmers a Saturday when they were having a drink calling
her slut a word I had never heard before, but disliked the sound of.
When mother came back from the sanatorium my stay at the farm came
to an end. I got a job as an errand boy, had a big bike. The ladies who
lived in the posh part of town didn’t bother to shop and some were lonely
and in need of a man, that was ok, but I disliked the biking around since
they rang and wanted the grocery delivered by “the nice young man”.