Our love is toxic

I can't take it anymore was it the shattering of the glass
Maybe it was the pain of the knife
It could have been me drowning in this thing they call life
I put on a smile while others are around
Its easier to do then to explain the frown

I am standing at the edge now
The waters to my chin
It would be so easy to just sink in
Let everything wash away

Starting with you
Feel our love is toXic
I AM tired of being bruised
Your words like poison to my heart

You stand there my veins exposed
You really want to see how Deep it goes
Im tired of faking a smile
Im losing my self
I AM fighting for air
Reaching for a hand and nobody is there

Im shattering now like the dishes
Broken
Cant be fixed
The only thing that i can manage to say

Our love is toxic