Hostage of War

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I don’t even fucking care
I just want to fucking die
Treat me like I’m less than dirt
Stab out my fucking eyes
Tired of seeing corpses everywhere
Hating more than any man ever did
Not wanting to be your victim
Standing up to get knocked down
Praying for a better life
But that day will never come
This night last forever
The pain and scars are proof of that

(Hook)
I can’t do this anymore
Can’t stand being tortured
I’ll sock you in your fucking face
So make me drink your gasoline
Then shoot!
I won’t fear the bullet

I seen dead bodies
It never affected me
Till those bodies were my own family
So tell me how to carry them to the graves without crying
I live in hell with all these fucking monsters
So what happened to respect for the dead?
Why are you all laughing
Is it so fucking funny how you make me your clown
Empty your rounds
Put me underground
All you will do is give me peace
While you coward away hiding behind your cruelty

(Hook)
I can’t do this anymore
Can’t stand being tortured
I’ll sock you in your fucking face
So make me drink your gasoline
Then shoot!
I won’t fear the bullet

All I am now is a ghost of the forgotten
Life lost to cruel war
Pointless and childish
From a world full of people claiming they are more
So sophisticated, so right about their beliefs
They’re willing to sacrifice lives rather than negotiate with understanding