Really

What have I become? Everything used to make so much sense to me but now I've became so cavalier in my thinking that I'm becoming lazy. My thoughts are lazy and in reality making my being lazy. No one can understand my need for motivation or hear my silent cries for help. Who really cares? As I lay thinking and thinking, I can't stop myself from crying and crying. Question, Do men like women with sensitivity? People often call me mean but kind and I have to admit that I've never really been nice but I'm always fair but there is so much more to "Danni B." that I only care for people who truly cares for me to see so understand something, I don't give a flying fuck what the next person have to say about me because I'm an individual and I don't live my life based on other people thoughts and opinions about Danni B. Its been long enough with all the things that I've been through over time I'm proud to say that I've persevered but when it comes to matters of the heart I don't know. I want to know what it feels like to be truly loved so I can't lie lo-key I've been longing to find that love but am I looking in the wrong places. The reality of it is we always want the ones that doesn't want to be wanted and the ones that do want us somehow we look over them because of what they are lacking. I dislike the shallow and superficial person that I've become. Am I all that? I'm a Real Ass Bitch so I definitely don't need nobody calling out my flaws, with that being the reason I know when I'm the one being fucked up hence I'm the one writing these words of truth. What I feel is I'll be blissfully happy in due time in all aspects of my being and that love that I crave from my future king will be there right when he supposed to be in my life. So imma smoke this herb #DutchGoddess and I'm out.

Danielle Blackwell
"Danni B."