Bleed

Hear me! all I need is for you to read me
Open me up and build me
Some parts are shattered pieces
Waiting to be thrown away
And somehow it doesn’t matter
That I let everyone step on me
It’s like what should I do?
When I lost what was special
Worked so hard
Just to lose what I gained
I feel so used
Downright pathetic
And all I’m waiting for
Is one more word
To let me decide my fate

So are you sorry?
Will you admit that you were wrong?
Would you even care at all?
Still I have those that matter
Could they help me through the pain?
Can I still convince myself
That they’re better off without me

I want to talk about it
But yet people look away
With such a cold glare
When they know there to blame
It’s not like a few words wouldn’t make me feel better
Can’t make you do what I want so I rather hate you
I find friends till they realize I’m fucked
But what can I say?
There’s nothing to say
Because when I speak
Truth is ignored
So I just smile and leave the bullshit at the door