my reason

I held the test in my hands
Trembling i Couldnt understand
A new task at hand
I was confused
Did you realize what we had done
That now i was no longer the only one
As i left that day
Asked if you wanted me to stay
Send me pictures is what u say
I never wanted thing to be this way
Tears streaming down my face
The náusea setting in
Bound to do this alone
Hurt and lost
Didnt think i could Deal
Nine months
I didnt know how to feel
As my family held my hands i had to push through
Then it happend a love i never knew
I held her in my arms
Chubby cheeks and a Pink bow
When she looked at me
Time stood still
So perfect but you will never know
Walked away
For her i would do this alone
All we needed was eachother a bond you would never understand
My little girl
My heart
My reason for living i now could understand