“Agony -N- Bliss”

My desire shreds me.
I am ragged and torn.
Running to and fro,
hostage to your beauty
I cannot turn away.
So sweet and golden salty
is the liquid of your flesh.

The taste of my desire
and constant restlessness,
cutting deep into my heart.
You hold my life in your hands
and my heart is in your teeth.
Never do you bite me gently
I'm constantly imploding
and your hand is crushing me
and my life it slips away
waiting to be free.

I’m Bleeding, bleeding, bleeding now.
Please be my end.
Just to say you love me
is what I’m dying for.
My bones are dry and aching
to hear those words so sweetly
is your Heaven at my door.
A door I cannot open
for my love that surely waits,
if only you would enter in
together we could be as one
so far beyond the bliss
of heavens gates.

Love me now or end me.
Can’t you hear my cry?
My love won’t you please send me
for I would rather die
than to go on one more moment
without the ecstasy of your touch.

I quiver,
I shake,
I tremble
to know your love at last.
Your yes is my completion
only torment otherwise.
Please, please set me free,
kiss me now with your eyes.
Kiss me, kiss me, kiss me now
I burn to know your fix.
My blood is boiling over
and my heart is set ablaze,
reduced to ashes once again
waiting for your touch.

Your embrace will quicken me
I am a flame afire
burning,
burning,
burning,
I am insatiable desire,
such joy and agony all at once.
I want to run but cannot turn away
all beauty warmth and tenderness
our love promises me
and I wait and wait still unfulfilled
and I die every day.

Burning, burning, burning for you.
Please just give me rest
take me now into your arms
to hear the beating of your heart.
I’m heaving tears of sorrow
'til I cannot find my breath.
Sorrow, sorrow breaking me
a slave for what’s to come
Is it heaven or hell that’s taken me?
My love you are my home.