The Fabric Of My Being (My Final Write)

We have big hearts. Only difference is when mine goes cold it cuts. Fuck this place I'm moving on. I wish you a better life than this.

Nick,
    same to you.. move on little brother.. you're bigger than this..

Dave

We both are! This was a nice place but to many fake ass people try to make this some kind of love connection for crazy people. This place should be about art not this crap.

Agreed..

Ruin my life then run away...

I can't believe u did all this and made up so much shit nick.. Why did u turn on me Dave..all this time u cheated with her and I let it go and now u let this happen? He has ruined all my poetry...this place was my only true life and he has taken it all away and tell me to die...thanks Dave 😢

By the way it really cuts deep having a crazy person call me crazy. You fucked with a monster who only wanted to help you. Now burn in your lies. Dave is a good guy he needs better than you. Leave him alone.

Okay. It looks like I came at a bad time. (Slowly closing the door and walking out quietly ) Peace out Diamond Dave. Sorry to see you go. I have my own website. solarcoreproductions.com
You have mad skills kid. If you ever want a place to express yourself. Slide on through, I'll hook you up. Hit my inbox if you're interested. If not, keep writing. I've been doing this sh** for 14 years now, the sh** gets deep, but you offset that by being deeper than the sh** you encounter.

Dave I remember friends forever and wish it could be so again but maybe I'm a dreamer you will be missed..

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bRzKUVjHkGk

Dave and I will always be friends but we can’t force Muse to care. We both have love for Muse if he doesn’t mind me saying that. I’m sure it kills both of us what went down. We both are very forgiving people. If she ever would just let things go we would all be able to move on. Faults were done on all ends and she is not the victim she wants everyone to believe. More like drama queen... If I could have it my way I would go back and ignore any messages I got from Muse. I’m now played out to be a bad guy when I thought I had a mum on here that was looking after me. I was played and hurt yet no one cares but Dave. All is forgiven on my side and I’m sure Dave would befriend Muse if she would just wise up. Friends forever only works if all parties are friends and not manipulating and using people.

btw her saying I was trolling well let us forget she used to post on everyone of my poems even my older ones. How is it trolling if I was trying to comment on her poems as she was mine? I think she is a good poet and I’m called names for saying so? That’s it that’s my peace with it. I know no one fucking cares and they can believe all the lies in the fucking world in order to get a quick cyber fuck from Muse but she knows where her family is if she wants to stop being a sensitive bastard and realize family fight.  
 
Yeah maybe drunken rant but fuck it not like I have anything to lose by looking anymore like a creep loser.  Marry Christmas!, lol.

Ok, so how about everyone just tend their own gardens for a while.  Obviously both parties are at odds, have their opinions, and have aired their griefs, so let's move on from here.  

Commenting on poems are for thoughts on the poem itself, not for mudslinging each other and/or the author of the poem.  

It all goes back to remember what your mother used to say:  "If you don't have anything nice (or constructive) to say, don't say anything at all."

Yes I agree with you but it just bugs me when lies are said about me. At least when I throw mud it’s truth, just saying. I said my peace and it is just such a same about Dave. I know he will be back one day and we will kill it like we always do. Maybe we will make some better friends too. Miss M always has love from us as a poet.  Wish and pray for her is all I can do. Once again sorry to bring you in on this I don’t mean to just want to clear things up.

My heart dropped when I read this...

Thanks, Natalie.. It was all my emotions pouring out of me that day.. saying goodbye wasn't easy.. But the road back hasn't been easy either.. such is life though.. i'm glad you liked this.. thanks so much for reading, and the comment..

Dave

So glad you never left, I see a booming friendship with you Dave! Your writes are wonderful, raw and emotional. You nurture your words and bring them to life!! I love it

Willow,
      thanks for the kind words.. i did leave, for a few months.. i shouldn't have, but there was a lot of drama at that time.. but time heals wounds.. i see friendship with you as well.. you're a very talented writer.. much respect..


Dave

....such a painful read.
Truly heartbreaking.

Within.. it was painful, and long ago.. i guess we all move on.. i almost didn't come back.. but i did, and don't regret it.. this moment let me know, i couldn't leave.. i have so much to write.. i just try to avoid drama now.. thanks for reading.. and understanding.. much respect..



Dave