others is a wierd word

i would like to know        
love like lightbaron        
be able to speak on it        
like jestalessa        
       
if i ever leave the house again        
i hope the sky looks like ghoulie's hair      
     
individuality without want      
     
hope with no regard for self      
     
one day    
when      
       
my facial scruff doesn't reak of      
something cancer like      
       
       
the smell and shield        
comfort from cold        
of leather        
without something having to die        
to justify it's quality        
       
as much as we convex        
there are spaces        
concaved        
that are an entrance        
in absence        
       
don't wanna talk about me anymore        
the rock and roll hall of fame        
deserves tony pena        
more than green day        
       
joni mitchel  
should have a star  
in toronto        
and space heaters        
G suspended 4th        
has to be a choice        
on the other side of the equals sign       
and  
an        
and  
is        
always better than
an or        
       
the doing time        
the after takes priority        
over before