Just take my life already!!!!

I'm so damn numb
I can't feel my fingers
I'm so damn tired
I can't move my body
Just kill me

I am so god damn tired of this feeling
I feel so hollow and empty
Fighting day and night
Only for the feeling to grow
Just kill me already!!!!

Taking a knife sliding across my skin
Bleeding as i laugh
Why can't die!!!!!

Blood strains my shirt
As it drips down
Drip by drip
A puddle of blood
Where i stand.
Now it is time for my neck!!!!