The Hoodie

Its far too big for me to wear
And when I do people just stare

I look at it and slightly frown
All it does is bring me so far down

I had hidden it away from my sight
And now the memories keep me up at night

I run away to someone, they'll hold me close
Exactly how much I miss him no one really knows

Ever since he left me that fateful day
All I've been doing is try to make the pain go away

There is one boy I found peace with and he's gone
He has been gone for so very, very long

I can scream, I can cry, but if he came around I'd surely lie
I would lie; say I've been good, that life is like a night sky

But I know he would read more into that if he heard my voice
He would here how much I hate him for his choice

I lay in bed looking at that hoodie of his and cry
The one person I'll always love doesn't want to be my guy

All I can do is remember how things used to be
Back when the both of us used to be so happy

It's killing me and I'll keep trying to block out my pain
Because if I don't these memories will drive me literally insane

Maybe I'll find the strength to lose hope of his return
Just maybe I'll light the hoodie up and watch it burn