Help denied

You say u don't judge but then u stick a knife in my back. Hey what the fuck is that all about, what's up with that?!
I offered u support, some comfort and a friend, letting u know, on me u can depend.
But u throw it back in my face and call me shallow names, while u seethe at the mouth and swollen are your veins.
What's your fucking problem, don't u see I'm not like that? You take me for a girly..your acting like I twat.
Have u not listened to a single word I said? Can't u get it round your tiny messed up head?
I'm here to help, no judgement, just an ear. I know it all hurts when your souls full of fear.
I stare at your eyes, your transparent complexion, pained to the core and starved of affection, barrier down no signs of protection.
I'm born of the blood and dreams of our Mother, this is my offering, this and no other.
Your down on your knees and feeling rejected, I wanted to help u believe your protected, but anger was what u wanted projected.
Be careful with things u know nothing about, nothing is quite as it seems, the words 'don't kick a gift horse in the mouth' do u even know what this means?
Lonely is a path I tread all to well, but sanctuary I find in my teachings, so save yourself the wraith of my help and close your ears to the preachings.