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chlorine

procrastination
the worst thing to be good at
ruined them
dissolving my BPD mind
all my life
i tried everything not to be one of them
as much as i dug into the concrete ground
i couldnt escape the reality
something so plain and clear
glowing crystaline
denial
im crazy
not crazy as in wild, confident, flamboyant, vibrant
crazy as in Boderline, Schizoid, Schizotypal, Paranoid
i must say im not suprised

i might just turn worse like them
turn into an abused broken record
no more hiding
time to lift my head above water
and deal with the sting
Written by BloodyDrums (Chipoko)
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