Crystal clear

Words became mistakes
And yesterday turned into everything
We gotta watch what we sayin, shit
Poison or medicine, we make the best or worse of all there is
Nothing can erase the hand made hell we put ourselves in
So I smoke up and stock up on the rocks, get hopped up
I write rhymes while he lights up the bin
He's sugar to the bitter tinge of my cinnamon
Climb new heights holding hands
I can feel our inner beasts shake within
Break this skin
Paint it with promises of through thick and thin
I can't tell what's real
From the aspects of us hiding our feelings
Somebody put Jesus behind the wheel
I'm weak I'm peelin away
And when I get to the edge of my mind
Hit a blind spot
My brain starts to race
I waste away
Face caved in
Rock collection of satanic crystalline , icy smooth like porcelain
Pour some jack and down the vicodin
Chase the dragon
Tails are waggin
Wars are wagin
Meditate on this
Hydroponic bliss fits
Call me miss molly
Witness
My eye slits reconfigure to bullseye hits
50 points
Put a dart to my mind to erase the noise
I'm fine
I'm outta lines
On the grind like I got no choice
I feel ya all the way through the iron bars
I build a bear
To break it down
And sit and stare
Despair so loud
It shake the ground
I finally found
All I choke upon
Dedon I miss you
How
Could I forget
Probably cause this dope so strong
I set out with a mission, end up lost in
The shit I did and didn't do
I let us go
And here I am
Still got the chance to make it through
I'll make beauty of me and you
So far from home
Don't have your face to get me through
But I know I'm never alone
I carry you
The spirit's alive
I'll find the truth of why
The system swallows all of our insides
Break ya free from the prison
A government that won't try
Sits on their high horse and watch a young man die
Detest the fact they turned the best thing I have to a victim
We can never hide behind
Lies we find to cover our insides
Make it through
Just know
Even though I'm in a snowstorm
I'm fond of you
But baby I'ma zombie in these shoes
So laced up
Kick it off
Knockin over every red cup
Empty but you know what's up
I still fell off
I run funny
Shielding my eyes from the sun
Your light shine through and hugs me tight
On 11:11 I wish for a kiss goodnight
Or goodbye
Bother tearin up nah
Why do I even try
Maybe I'm better off with a different vibe
I can't cry out for you you're gone
We're dying but still so alive
Glass shatters the innocence I used to hold tight
Reflectin
I'm a filthy fuckin mess
My emotions don't exist
Pissed pour rain
Piss poor attitude towards errything
Open the door let the preacher sing
The greatest bitch I've ever been is half insane
Maybe I should listen to what they've been...saying
I need space from the loneliness so I fill it with false gates
Opening up to lost love and pausing to let my wake awaken
Strength? Its just an eraser
Of vulnerability
I bleed
The shit that used to make me free
All I ever wanna be
Is all of yours and half of me without you
No doubt boo
Let me see
The way to break our love free
From the traps placed on us from trust mishaps of the young and arrested
You're the first blessing I count
A gift I wanna unwrap through all of time
Your twisted mind is my lullaby
I dull the cries
Of my soul inside
The whole world's blind
Well you're my third eye
I'll try
As long as you let me
To pry myself into your memory
Please I'm begging don't forget me
Shit gets messy
I bet you're not perfect
But through the storm and performances
I adore all of it
Its worth it
Got me turning tables, skipping tracks
So unstable that's a wrap
I hacky sack my life
Kickin it over to the pipe
Day and night
No aim in sight
Except for you beside me
Jesus fucking christ
You cut me open
Don't even need a knife
So here's hopin
I can kick the dope and
Let the abstract art of us that beats within every vessel of my heart,straight through into your being keep me dry
But the darkness of life without you by my side is my fucking cyanide
If I could wake up swimming in those eyes of yours
God damn
Fuck oxygen
Your vibe
Is all I need to keep me high
Of course
I'm a force they warned you not to fuck with
It's a bit too late but I'll make you lucky
Float on love like rubber duckies
Touchy feely hump me don't dump me, bump into the city we run to and from
Much appeal live forever run the city, job well done
Bust the ceiling open wide, fuck the world a word from the wise
Rust revealing as it peels, another feel for the rest of the do or die, bone thugs and army of broken lives
Slippery slope, let go you'll die
Chug the healing process and roll your rights into a blunt of justice, sparks ignite
Ignore my knight in shining alarming diamond pupils twice the size
Fight the cause and pause your pie to cut a slice let the jaws slide in, the rebels arise
Treble clef in paradise
Beats to reach new heights
Just shy of human nature being erased
I love and live my life livvvveeeevibin