day

I woke this mornin
With a tear in my eye
Got out of bed
But just wanted to die

I looked out the window
And watched the sun rise
And how I think and I feel
Doesn't matter in these eyes

I tried to start my car
It just flooded down
Shoved a wrench in the choke
and got outta town

Made my way to the shop
To work on some cars
And how I wish
I could touch the stars

I ended the day
A joint in my hand
Me and my girlfriend fought
This time it was bad

She never shows up
Or never has the time
I outta leave
And make the most out of my life

I kneel down and talk to god
But he doesn't understand
What and who I am
a very tired young man

I crawl into bed
Just ate some of my rent
Paydays tomorrow
But the worry will never end

I sit down and wonder
Is this true life
And I wonder
Am I the only one who wants to die