Addiction takes until there's nothing left

There are No Morals where Addiction occurs, Personality's of many it takes and it Blurs, They use, They abuse, Betray you and Lie...  And They do all of this Just to get High!... Your thoughts and your feelings No.they do not count.. Because all that's on their mind.. is a stronger Amount. Around every corner, At the back of their mind.. Any Excuse Around it they'll Find.. The Pacing Up and Down of the hall. Do not be Fooled Addiction will call. Feeling Like You are Never Enough... The Smaller things, Become the Bigger Stuff... Emptiness and Feeling Numb.. The Butterflies that Fill your Tum.. The endless Trying, Endless Crying, Trying to Repair, But When let down you are left completely in Despair.. Unwanted Thoughts that spin your Head, When tucked up at night, laying in bed.. Wondering if we are going to make it, or Just how long will I be able to take it? Before You break me until there's no longer Feeling...  Past the point of return... Far Beyond Healing... You can close your eyes to things you don't want to see, Make your choice wisely.. Let that Choice be me.