What I Did Wrong

I never thought you would leave
Now I am left alone to grieve

I took you for granted
Once "I love you" were the words I chanted

Now I scream at the top of my lungs I don't care
That you'll no longer be there

I try so hard but all I did was screw up
Now I'm left alone to get drunk from Misery's cup

I try to picture you with her and my heart just breaks
Because now I'm the one who fakes

I faked a lot of things today
And it doesn't matter what I say

You've left me, got tired of being mine
I'm just going to swallow the pain and pretend I'm fine

I'm broken and so very torn,
Is this the fate to which I was born?

I wasn't good enough for you
You needed pink and you got blue

I try to keep my head held high
I try so hard not to cry

My thoughts are gone along with my heart
I am trying to pry our worlds apart

You say we can still be friends
But I want this to be where our story ends

Otherwise how the hell will I get over you?
When you told me your side of the story my heart breaks, it's true

I find it sad that a part of me will always love you
But you need pink and I am just a another shade of blue