Wake up

Wake up:

You were sitting on the couch
I came in from my morning jog
You were kissing her
I got sick
Why was I jealous
What the hell is this?
I woke up ~ it was a dream, just a bad dream

     Why did it affect me?
     This is an open relationship
     What is wrong with me?
     Have I lost my mind, for this to bother me?
     Why would I feel so empty?
     It was just a dream ~ what is happening to me?

I am the best at what I do; I perfect everything and master every move
Why would I be jealous of someone, who can only dream of doing what I do?
Was this a game? Did my mind think, I needed to experience a normal mood?
I don’t like this; it is affecting how I think; when I think of you
Such a silly thing, and yet it is a dream; just a bad dream

     Why would this affect me?
     I don’t care what you do
     It doesn’t matter what you do
     I don’t want anything more, than to love you
     Yet, I got jealous what am I going threw
     It was just a dream; just a bad dream
     I don’t understand, what is happening?

Lori