ripped away

i know that i thought that life would be great
but i thought wrong
getting criticized for what i am
i'm a fuck up and nothing more
i only choose to see what is their
i don't say much but i will say this
we only live for nothing and that is all
i'm broken
i try to pick up the pieces
but it always get knocked out of my hands
so i don't try any more
i just sit there and cry
i'm the one that know one sees
the kid who sits in the back of the class
choking on pills that the doctor prescribed to him
but he thinks about all the ways to kill himself
ways that to look like an accident
so know one would ever find out that he did it to himself
they tried to lock him up for twenty four days
it never worked
he tried to make things work but he failed
he cut himself and he never stopped
he bleeds out in till he ran out