Still

 Sittin in my sorrow
a blank page on
my face
eyes slack closed curtains
a day had gone, a day has gone.

Lying on my bitter bed
a chill around my bones
heart slow
half hearted
a future gone, a future gone.

Drowning in your wake
a numbness of
my soul
still, vacant thinking
my purpose gone, my purpose gone

Drifting in my dreaming
a pain so deep
it smiles
cascading through my veins
a life has gone, a life has gone.