Lies

Hearing the lies that twist my heart
Seeing your face as you utter them
It hurts so bad and you can't see it
I wish you would try so I can stop hiding

I'm tired of always getting hurt
Trying to find ways to numb the pain
I'm sick of always being high
Sick of always trying so hard
Only to see the back of your head

Please look at me
See that its real and I'm trying
I want to be your treasure
Your only one in the world

These tears burn as they stream down my face
I can't bring myself to sleep
My stomach knots as the hunger pangs
Screams escape in long sighs trying to
Contain the searing pain inside me