Out of Place

How many times do I have to tell you that I love you?
It doesn't seem to change a thing
Things just aren't the same
There was a time when I wanted to hold you
And treat you like the queen to stand on side of me
The girl who'd go to war with me
All these feelings I've held back
And now I think its time
To say what's on my mind
It's really been to long
Since last I've seen your face
And things feel out of place
But thats just it

I can recall the 1st time I layed eyes on you
Your cheerful smile and pretty eyes would drive any man wild.
I can't lie
A brother was damn near hypnotized
So I felt that our casual encounter was just a blessing in disguise
Turns out
I was right
Your kind heart wrapped a lasso of care around my lost mind
You showed me a positive path and I continue to walk that line
I remember every conversation we had whether it was over the phone or face to face or through twitter Skype and even MySpace
Good laughs and warm hugs and a constant smile on your face
They say you don't know what you really have until its gone.
Physically youre not here so now my heart beats alone
But in my heart I feel you and it keeps me going strong
But with that being said its weird without you here
When I wanted to speak you'd always lend an ear
Oh how I wish I could see your face 
Cause without you here things just seem out of place
And that's just it girl
You just don't know how
Much I miss you now
I'm praying everyday
There has to be a way
To get things back into place 

J-Sly
@Slylyfe

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