Intense/Not to Worry

You don't have to worry
About me learning, too much
Because even when I feel
I won't reach out to touch
It's up to you to reveal
What you won't and what you must
Although sometimes it hurts, see
I don't want to force trust
And so, there's no rush
Even when I crave answers
I'll never ask questions
Because it really doesn't matter
When you don't want me to get in
I won't take it personally
Because I can understand why
It's not meant hurtfully
You're not ready and that's fine
In some aspects you are
But not quite like I
I made the choice to let you start
Seeing some of what's inside
And there's no reciprocation requirement
It's all about the time you need
I believe that if events inspire it
You'll find your way to me
So I'll just sit back and observe
Draw my own conclusions
Release emotions in words
Knowing I can't find solutions
Just have to accept what is
That's doable cuz it makes sense
But right now with the state I'm in
Emotions are too intense
And you won't know how I felt
For in some ways I prefer your hesitation
Because I don't need nor want you to tell
Anything out of obligation