Bleakness

Dull eyes seek out
Such a beautiful world, no doubt
but nothing I see is worth talking about

Look into the sky, there's no end
and I can't figure out what my life is going toward
I just have so many people pushing me forward
and I fear that

....what I leave behind I might forget
That what I had before was the best of it all
maybe that's why everything in front of me is so dull

I'll miss it all, but I already do
I can't stop myself from leaving you
There's no good in this life as long as there's goodbye
and i'm afraid of that day you'll die

I'll never know where you are
This is the first time I've had to worry before
I have no interest in my life anymore

And I can see this world pass me by
if I don't convince myself to get up and try
Do my best in this boring life
and savor each breath before I die,... but why?

I look to the sky everyday,
the sun's shining but there's no light I crave
These days are passing way too slow
and I long for a moment I won't miss you anymore