My worst, my best

So she said "big daddy give me all you have got"
but that ticket was not what I bought
For not all of her essence could be found in legs spread
I slowly left the din of eros connection
wanting something more to be fed

Couldn't tell by the way the night started
that the boudoir would be so dramatically departed
Thought my goal was to physically caressed
but realized that selfish longing
would never be permanently at rest

An aspect of her being would be walled off to me
If her definition of the undesired mate fit me to a tee
One night of intimacy void of a sexual course
best for my own self value
closer perhaps to an more noble force

Though what commanded my attention instantly
was all physical when she entered my space
what took control is the same spirit we are hoping
in the end will be humanity's saving grace