The social world

I don't get it,
All I see are people,
Happy,
Smiling with what they call friends,
Where am I,
Stuck in the shadows with nothing,
Alone,
Hoping to see my dark love again,
But for now,
I'm lost,
Stuck behind the shadows to watch,
Wanting to close my eyes,
For hours,
To escape the hell that is society,
They all talk to us,
Only to use us,
Spread lies about us,
The social world is like the government,
Corrupt,
Only to fuck us over,
Time,
After time,
After time.