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Right Now

Right Now:
I think about the words you say: I freeze
I can�t think, I just stop: all thoughts I was thinking, and wonder
�How is this happening?� this kind of love, only happens in the movies

�I think you may be wrong baby� you have to be: you don�t know that you love me, like this
I take your words� with deep pain, I know one day the road will end, and the floods will come in
Until then; I will enjoy every beautiful word: that comes from your sexy mouth and look forward
To the next time
I was a scared naive girl the first, second, and third time: but not now, I just make myself so bussy �I know it gets you how I spell that� like �pussy�
I smile when I didn�t, and it because of you: I am not like what I think your use to� I am very different
I only smile when I want to: and now that�s all I seem to do� thank you, thank you

Yes baby I am sexual and somewhat a kind of addict, you could say: I been to the meetings they are like a.a; and we talk about it, that�s a dumb mistake . . . for some odd reason, they all end up calling me
I left the group: it wasn�t helping me
I have yet to meet another like me; I search and look and when I think I found them: it�s a sliver of a
Color not the full rainbow or reflection

I think about the words you said� and truth is
I feel, so safe with you
I never felt safe before: I can get use to the feeling� it�s got a special quality to it
I tried you, I pushed you, I ran from you: I fought me, I hurt me, and it all ended the same way
In your lap is the only place I want to be: in your lap is where I belong, and I love you
What will be, will be: but right now you�re with me
I love you! I cannot see a life worth living� if you�re not in it with me♥
Lori