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Paranoid

bi-polar mania eclipsed
the sun I felt shining
a blood moon shone brighter

feeling my private life here
had been compromised
by prying eyes

I retreated paranoia getting hold
grabbing me by the throat
causing my heart to pound
my stomach to convulse

I wanted to say a public goodbye
but the beast that had me in it's stranglehold
said no the watchers will be printing your private scribes
then showing them to loved ones

I couldn't have this so I faded quietly in to the mist
leaving my heart heavy for the one's I've come to cherish
I just wanted to say I love you all
for being my unconditional family
Written by crimsin (Unveiling)
Published | Edited 28th Oct 2014
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