If Only

If only...
You were here...
I could tell you the changes I've made...
Show you the smiles you've missed...
Let you feel the hugs I've given away...

If only...
You were here...
I could sing to you again...
Wipe the tears away you've cried...
Let you know that I made it through another day...

If only...
You were here...
You would still hold my hand...
Take silly photos together...
Make wishes on your cake...

If only...


But your not here!


Mom,
I miss you more than words can say...
More than wishes I've tried to make...
You never gave up on me...
Always showed love even when I was angry...
You let me be me and for that I could never be more greatful...


This is the time you went home to be with the Lord...
Guess he needed you more than I thought I did...
But all I can think...

Is ...

Only if you were here, how different my life would be!!

I love you mom and I'll see you soon..

Love,
Your Babygirl