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I'm Sorry

I'm Sorry I met you, I'm sorry I cared.
Was I the fool in a deck of tarot cards,
or the love sick puppet you keep on your string?
I want to feel something, I want to love.
Damnit I need to understand why this is happening to me.
So many mixed emotions, How do I know whats real?
I saw you smile at me, I thought it was right.
Now a year later I regret ever meeting you.
Tell me what to do, Tell me what to say.
You know me better than I know myself these day's.
I thought I knew how to tell the reality from a fantasy.
Apparently I was wrong oh how so very wrong,
Now I want to die.
Lock me away in some old abandond building and burn it to the ground.
I was a fool. I loved someone who could not care about me.
Or were you the fool who could never be loved by someone so heartless?
I lost all feeling when I met you, I lost all emotion when we kissed.
I don't think I ever really loved you at all, I suppose I tricked you and me.
I want to get on my Knees to beg for forgivness.
I yearn to tear out my heart and throw it on the ground to stomp on it.
Why do I feel so hopeless when you talk to me,
Why do you smile and say it will be all right?
How can you love a woman who hides from the world like a child?
How can you say everything will be alright?
The truth is I am sorry I loved you and now I am sorry that I hurt you.
Tears fall from my eyes burning like hot coals as I try and say how I really feel,
Truth is you could die tomorrow and I don't think I would care.
Why do I feel so cold towards you when all you did was love me?