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Scarred Forever

ďEveryone always talks about how trust and love are the greatest feelings in the world
The good feelings the close friends the years of happiness
I wish I knew what they did to get it right
Cause every time I try I am torn again and againĒ
 
Every time I fall  
Every time I entrust
I feel its harsh whip
I learn to not chase what I wish
 
This love that I have felt lay scars in my soul
I have been whipped by her and her fucking games
She said that there was a reason, a chance
Blind I followed the Succubus's allure once more
 
Iíve walked through years of torment
I bear burdens even to this day
There is no place for joy in this life
For its very pursuit is just to crawl in knives
 
To entrust is to give yourself away
They learn all your weak points of just where to strike
In time they exploit with masterful design
The walls Iíve crafted crash onto me again
 
Iíve walked through years of torment
I bear burdens even to this day
There is no place for joy in this life
For its very pursuit is just to crawl in knives
 
Even now I lay in depression
Knowing that if it breaks Iíll be in for hell
I cannot chase joy any longer
The rope is ready for my final end

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Written by bastardofbodom666 (Helvete Blod)
Published | Edited 20th Mar 2012
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