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Horen

Horen, this is what you do
There is no use in trying to change anything; it is what it is “I am, in love with you”

I have this little problem
I cannot stop loving you
Even when I want to
I know where the end
Of this road will lead


I wanted to die so bad
The pain in my heart
God it hurts to bad
Like and amputee
I felt like
I lost a piece of me


My heart it is the most important part of who I am
Without it how can I be expected to live and I felt like
I just needed to do it, let go, what’s the use of living
I only know how to survive on what I feel not what I know
and the feeling was with you
I didn’t know what to do
I get scared sometimes
I freak out
and I panic
then I feel like
I am losing something
and I reach for my chest
and there is nothing
but I remember
I gave it to you
and now
what do I do
and I need you
I need you to tell me
What to do
because I get so fucking
confused
because my heart
is no longer here
to guide me threw
and I never know
what to do

Your slave,         Lori aka seascape
Written by seascape
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