The things I Miss

I haven't seen you in several days
& I'm just writing to tell you I miss some of your ways
 
I miss the way your face scrunched up when I playfully denied you a kiss
How every time we went out to eat, we were more concerned with giving a good tip
 
I miss seeing your body wrapped in a towel fresh after a shower, and how you still looked at me shyly when you dropped it
 
I miss seeing you feel insecure or weak, so I can boost you up with my love and words
I miss wrapping my arms around you completely, I was your rock & you were my girl
 
I may have complained about the tickling and pinching,
or the you going to hit me and me flinching
 
But, I secretly enjoyed every second of it down to the pinches of pain
Even the ones that hurt so bad I might have forgotten my name
 
I miss how you knocked my walls down, making me feel open & free
& As long as you were around, I didn't care who was watching me
 
I miss the way the flesh of your butt felt when I held it in my palm
& I loved your ass, despite what you said, believe it or not
 
I loved the way you nurtured me and helped me grow as a man
Which is why no matter what, I see you in my future plans
 
I miss how when we would argue, the tension could be felt in the air
But all it would take is a couple of minutes, a kiss, and the tension isn't there
 
I miss the weight of your head resting on my chest
I miss the feeling of massaging your breast
 
I miss that being in each others arms were enough to forget a bad day
I miss the moments of silence when we both didn't have much to say
 
I miss the way you could seduce me and turn me on with one glance
Hypnotic eyes pulling me into your trance, I never stand a chance
 
I miss the hundreds of ways your voice could sound whenever it said babe
I miss the moments when our eyes would lock and we'd get lost in our gaze
 
I miss the way your hair would be in my face when we would spoon
Thinking how I could lay like that forever, & hoped forever wouldn't be too soon
 
I miss the way my lips felt perched upon yours, getting lost in a kiss
I miss the way your lips felt when my head was in between your hips
 
I mis the way I could talk for hours and you could just listen
I miss the way I always wanted you to talk more, I'm still wishin'
 
I miss the way you would smile a real smile, so bright and full of joy
Like a child on christmas morning opening up a new toy
 
I miss the way you would do a lot of things and it's only been a couple of days
But the reality of this break up is still hitting me, I'm in a daze
 
So forgive me if I miss too much, I can still think of more,I just thought I would let you know
These...are some the things I miss
 
 
(This was a random and sporadic piece, so please forgive me if there seems to be no structure.)